So long ago...

It's hard to come back here. I don't know why. I'm not used to writing anymore. I love it so much, but I don't know how I'm supposed to do it. It feels like writing is the past. History.
I don't know what my hobbies are now. Not anything really. I feel lost in the world. Nothing wants to work out really. School's messed up. I'm still sick every now and then. Fighting this hopeless allergic-tiredness. Skipping all of my school classes. I'm too tired to go to school. I'm to scared to go to school. 
One thing works out perfectly. My sweet girlfriend. After one year we're still together. I'm really happy. I was afraid I would mess up. I tend to mess up relationships, pushing everyone away. Destroying every bit of them. but for once I didn't. I hope I make her as happy, as she makes me. 




The world right now. One year after the start of this blog. (It was raining like baadd on this photo. so sad.:-( )

The world last year :-) without any rain. differeeennccce. >.<

 <3 k.